I see many of my friends have already start their life, many of them had married, had children, had a good position in reputable companies, many of them working as special staff of ministry, or working outside of Indonesia. Yet, I am just a mediocre staff at a just so-so company. Still live with my parents, which apparently building a very toxic relationship and divorce would never be their options even though that is the only answer to stop all of this serendipity. Yet to focus on myself, focus on how to meet someone's good enough by becoming someone who has great achievements or mindset, I am busy minding with my family affairs and financials so do not expect me to settling anytime soon. Even within three months, that will be a miracle happens.
But you know, I will not lie sometimes I am dreaming to build my own dream house. Living in my kitchen baking some good stuffs. Working my private business and collaboration with my friends. Having someone sleep over. Or doing some youtube content freely. Or move to other country and live independently, far away from my family. I just want to live in peace.
Please.