27.11.10

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows


Finally, i have watched the part one of final chapter of Harry Potter. i went with my friend after finished my class in campus, took my things from home in my boarding house, and went to Plaza Senayan to catch up this movie. I don't know why i agree with my friend to watch in Pancoran than Margoda which is very near from my boarding house-- but i knew it maybe because tonight is saturday night and i never used it as well is can be. not tonight too, because my friend is a girl -__-

my impression about this movie is soooo great! i got the front seat, the second line from front. i thought that i was unlucky to watch it from there, but it was wrong. i felt really awesome there, i really felt closer to daniel, emma, and rupert :* they are so big in the screen, and it was really like saw a 3D film! the sound, the graphic, anything in the movie is perfect! the story really touched, and conclude the main point from novel. Emma looks great, daniel and rupert too. They were totally grown up became such a great actor and actress. The director was cool! i can't say anything else, you must watch it to know how great is it.

After seen the movie, i spent my time in Gramedia to look up the book, peek in new release and found the book of harry potter and the cast!! the price is $40 and i have seen all the contents because i found the one had a broken sealed. i saw many cool photos there :) there is a photo where Daniel and Rupert met for the first time and holding hands each other with shy (cute!), there is a photo where daniel from ten years old until now wore Gryfindoor jackets, and it was really cool photos. Emma from first series until now, and Rupert too. Hermione's stand in, Voldemort with his nose, dumbledore, the twins weasley from child until now :') and the most cool things inside are there are: Envelope and mail from first movie that told Harry about he is a new student in hogwarts! the envelope was cool! the stamp!! the words and dumbledore's signature too, oh god. and then, there is magic label for the liquid magic bottle of your labor tools in Hermione's world. There are HIDDEN-MAP from third movie which are really really cool!!! you said lumos and something that you don't know anything-- i forget the spell, you had it! i touched it! cool. and there is ball yewn invited in fifth movie with white envelope and cristal palace background. cool! there is twin-weasley catalog too, and hogsmeade catalog :D i really want to eat that one, the candy weird flavors. what else? the photos, and the things inside really really worth for $40 :D

deathly hallows symbol. remembered me of something haha

I love Harry Potter so much, thanks J.K Rowling for imagined him and his best-friends. I love his movies, too. Lucky for Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson, and Rupert Green which can be as main cast in this one, so they can famous like now. Lucky, very lucky. Oh, i saw 70% discount books and bought one. Something i don;t know when will i read, but this one really interesting thing. I am going crazy back then in Pelangi, when saw many shoes and bags with big sale. Can somebody stop me to not buy the shoe or bag? thanked that my friend can. She really really protect me like as my mom did -__- i wanna try the shoes at least, but she won't allowed me, so dare! hhaha

Okay, i should sleep now. Going to JGTC tomorrow, meet many people and finally watch the Trax live on my own eyes (yeah!). If you saw me, call me and talk to me :) see you there, buddies

26.11.10

-

i won't sleep tonight. either to switch on my skype, for just chit-chat.
i've passed four months here. pretending for something i just don't know about the-exist-or-not
doing something i hate the most, learning something i don't like and not interested enough
i am laughing for something that unfunny and not funny. not funny. scary.
i am sick of it, this situation, seriously.
but, i did something wrong from the earlier that i can't pull it back
i have to considered the responsibility that i had
the time that i've pass by is not easy to get back again
i have to learn many things. i have to stand here, whatever the risk
whatever the kind of things faced on me
i am just want to run. but i can not run, i'm standing here, with tears and cry.
but not even a tears drop by, i'm just hide it far away from everyone
because it was hurt for me if someone know and care too much of this one
my problem was so terrible. please, be kind to not interfere my business, my problem
you away from this, i'm glad, surely

you know, something that you hide too long and too hurt for kept it by your own will be as yours as time goes by, because you have made the world seem careless for you, even they are really care for you.

:9

the last three day in my lovely campus area had been some amazing event held, by the way. i could call this as the week of campaign for the leader of FEUI 2011 in BEM and BPM. yesterday i saw flash mob in makara park which is a campaign from team number 1. number 2 and number 3 made a great campaign i thought, because they gave us free worksheet of final exam last year :) and even, the number 2 made a challenge and the winner can get the JGTC's ticket for free! cool.

by the way, i am in my home right now. full of tired, lack, and stress cured in home easily. sometimes i think to live in my home is better than live alone without someone care and understand you. but somehow, live in the boarding house so much better, i don't know but i thanked because my home is in jakarta, so i can choose both of them easily.

so, tomorrow i will go by train (again) to attend my mathematical class, wish i can get the point and add my currently score for mid-exam. and hope for me that tomorrow i can go to the movie for watching the Harry Potter- i delayed for watch this movie, not because i'm busy or what. just do not have the money haha. and now, i have, so let's watch it!

random. today i eat like a pig, so many food i had ate. now, i am eating the magnum-- the famous one that i don't know why. the taste is okay, just okay. the price is.. a little hurt me. hurt my pocket.

24.11.10

Huft

what date today? oh, twenny three and i'm suck of anything here. like such a fool girl, watching carefully in class but never understand what am i learned, i'm just doing some psychological things like said "I am okay, doing okay, everything will be okay and i will make my parents proud" dozen times like a crazy to keep my self stronger here, i am struggle here alone, no one want to understand me (who is me) and i won't either. okay, sorry random.

like deja vu, or i really had many deja vu now on, what is it mean? anyway, like deja vu, i will say that i am now PANIIIIIC!! two weeks again walk to the scary things in my whole life, my future, final exam in first semester. wish me luck, people. i will keep fighting to struggle in studying against my neighborhood at boarding house- altius, retta, bunga, wina, tika, and wirda whom are really clever people. except me, really. i am not clever anyway, just want to clever and want to live in this jungle, staying alive and speak loudly to my mom and dad, that their daughter will make them go to holy place, saudi arabia, going hajj, amin :)

whatever the situation here, any reason and condition which me faced, i will remember my mom and dad. I am here, for they, for their smiles, ya Allah. keep me walk in straight way. Bismillah

ps: i'm sick now, feeling cold and now drinking the hot tea. hope not get the thypus

22.11.10

:)

I don't know but i just realized that i'm very addict with dvds now on. yesterday i've finished watched five films; Chibi Maruko Dorama, Salt, Confession of Shopaholic, My Bestfriend's girl, and Princess & me. All of them are great and makes me dying, imagining about something unreal and so on. Today, i'm going to campus in the morning with unbreeze spirit to what? to watch the documentary movies (hehe) held in auditorium. I enjoyed the free coffee, popcorn, magazines, journal, goodie bag (which there's unique black shirt that i want to modified) and surely, seven documentary movies which are soooooo great! i don't know but the documentary movies are interesting enough and recommended to be watch because you can see something real from the real source, real object, real problems, like you are in there, near them and feeling the love, guilty, hates, also others feeling more felt, i think. I will talked about all the doc. movies later, after tomorrow session, the second days of documentary days will be held. I will come again, get the coffee, sit before my first class in campus, and enjoyed my holy-tuesday in campus.

Aaaah, what should i say? i love my campus? hahaa, i don't know, today there are three events held at the same time at the same place. Many free snacks and some unique things everywhere.. i love this :)

The 33rd Jazz Goes to Campus Festival: Unleash the Jazz Within


BEM faculty of economics proudly present, JGTC. will be held at Sunday, 28 November 2010, 10 am until done, in front of campus economics, Depok.
Ticket price; presale Rp. 37.000,- and Onthespot Rp 45.000,-

The guest artists:  
Maliq n d’Essentials, Andien, The Groove Reunion, Tokyo Blue (Malaysia), Idang Rasjidi, Indro Hardjodikoro, Endah N Rhesa, JGTC presents: Mawar Merah Tribute to SLANK ; An All Female Ensemble, Margie Segers, Ermy Kulit, Rien Djamain and friends feat. Oele Pattiselanno, Jakarta Broadway Team, Bag Trio feat. Beat Craft, Andre Harihandoyo and Sonic People, IYR (Indonesian Youth Regeneration), Ade Irawan feat. Komunitas Jazz Kemayoran, Sketsa, Nita Aartsen feat. Anda “Bunga”, Caniday, Fourtunes Fever, Suddenly September, Akordeon, Shadow Puppets, Kristian Dharma and The Kriskruise, Klab Jazz Bandung, Margo Rising Stars, 1st Impression, Voiceless & Soulastic, Madah Bahana UI Marching Band, JGTC Competition 1st, 2nd, 3rd winner, JGTC Children Workshop, and BSO Band

You can get the tickets here;
at campus FEUI depok, Aquarius, Disc tarra, Ibu Dibjo, Rajakarcis.com, Duta Suara and Tiketnonton.com
oooor, you can comment here and speak up that you want to buy the ticket presale from me :)

for further information, you can contact Jaiko at 0878 8101 5928 (for event) and Indah at 0857 1891 2988 (for ticket).

I'll be waiting for your coming, unleash the Jazz!

14.11.10

Ipang - Bintang Hidupku

Aku slalu bernyanyi
Lagu yang engkau ciptakan
Kau nyanyikan
Dan aku slalu ikuti
Semua cerita tentangmu

Hari-harimu

Kau... Jadi inspirasiku

Smangat hidup
Dikala aku sedih
Dikala aku senang
Disaat sendiri dan kesepian
Kau bintang di hatiku

Apapun yang kau lakukan

Baik dan buruk bagiku
Tetap indah
Tak satupun alasan
Untuk melupakanmu

Meninggalkanmu

Aku slalu

Berdiri mendukungmu

Dikala engkau terbang
Dikala engkau jatuh
Sampai mati
Ku kan tetap setia

Aku slalu

Berdiri di blakangmu
Di kala kau dipuja
Di kala kau dihina
Sampai mati
Ku kan tetap membela


Kau tetap bintangku

Kau superstarku 

***
my favorite old song for four until five years, always played in my playlist. this song remain me from my history with my two girls, which apart far away from me, Retta and Putri. but who care? i just know that we still be friends each other, still planned to meet each other, yaaa not frequently. but they are my precious friend. no one would be like us, whom together for four years! haha
and i miss you, girls. please don't think i'm not miss you because i'm just do not wall or sms, you know how lazy i am hehe.

12.11.10

Boomed!

Capek. Lemas. Letih. Lesu. Tau kenapa? karena ada satu hal yang membuat gue nggak nyaman selama di kampus. Ada satu hal. Beberapa orang yang rasanya nggak suka sama gue, tapi mau nggak mau gue harus sama mereka. Gue udah berdoa sama yang di atas, udah berusaha ngikutin saran mama, buat menghindar cari musuh atau lawan di kampus, karena itu bahaya. Tapi entah kenapa, mungkin faktor wajah atau mereka kurang mengenal gue, sehingga mereka-atau salah satu dari mereka berfikir negatif terhadap gue.

Kadang, keadaan itu bisa bikin gue tersiksa banget. Jujur aja, seumur hidup gue nggak pernah dalam kondisi begini. Kalau di ingat lagi, gue nggak pernah ketawa lepas seperti dulu sampai kehabisan napas, sampai gue ngeluarin suara bengek, dan perut kesakitan. Di sini semuanya jaga image, saling nggak percaya, berkelompok, nggak bebas, dan semaunya sendiri. Satu lagi hal yang gue nggak suka; kebanyakan dari mereka semua nggak jujur dan punya senyum palsu!!

Akhirnya, gue berani nulis hal begini di blog ini, karena gue capek nyimpen. Mau cerita juga sama siapa? Temen-temen yang lain juga ngerasa hal ini cuma perasaan gue aja. Hah, capek banget. Mau nggak mau gue terkadang ikut cara mereka bersosialisasi, dan itu nggak gue banget. Rasanya gue mau ke psikolog sama salah satu temen gue di sini, sebelum gue stress beneran :'(

ps: dinikeee, :'(

10.11.10

Don't read, it's junk


Killing my time and random things showed quickly. the random was about my kind of man.
old days, my friends told me that i always interest with someone named lead with F or A word. i don't know about that if it was true or nope. I think it just a coincidence.
i do and agree like someone who can play basket ball than soccer, i don't know why. maybe it just because jump and shoot were cool enough. and i really really give my eyes to someone who took his time sitting in mosque, pray, and read the Al-Qur'an, keeping his wudhu and won't to touch girl's hand. Er, something like that. I don't like someone tall, should be enough if he has height as tall as me or a lil more cm. what else? hm. he should be funny, calm, and smart. kind and love to cat also others animal- like me. would fain and don't mind about me who like to go around and not stay just in home. oh! the most important thing, he should has white skin, or yellow at least. (hahaha)

i hope, he come from Japan or England whom moeslem and likes cats :)

don't read it if you think it was junk and useless. it is my bloooog, my blooog hehe

Pinky Gathering


at 3 Nov, i invited to attend the ceremony for new comers in my board house, Pinky :)
that day was Wednesday and it was my heaviest day ever in a week, i'm going home in empty stomach and full of tired, i forgot about the invitation. when i want to go upstair in center side of building, i viewed my senior had been ready and waited for us (oow) and i looked the table also chairs had removed for the party. I said okay to senior about i will go downstairs after took a bath.. and i finally partied with all pinkers (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)
we did the introducing part, ate the cookies, ate the supper, they tricky us to show something funny, sang, ate again, and for hours or more did the police-and-crook by cards :)
and know we have known each other, i knew who is in room number 3 and 5 for example, and i knew who's like to played disco music every night very loudly :)

i thank to my mom who sent me to this boarding house, and believe in me to take care my self even Pinky is mixed-male and female boarding house. Love ya' mam

Bye Obama

the rare-invitation

so! this is it, he finally really really come to Indonesia, give general lecture in my campus, visiting the biggest mosque in Indonesia. He really did it.
I sum up his speech, cut the indonesian words which to make us interest to his speech, i got about scholarship and exchanges issues-- which really did me wow, happy incredibly. about he promise to stop the war and told about United States won't to make a war with moeslem. About the iraq, i hope he can make the promise to be real. about how great consideration and understanding between our difference in Indonesia of religion, about the culture which he likes-- sate bakso haha. I kept his promise, and not to be so blowed. There must be something hidden, you know. It's politic. Politic means everything :) we should aware. Government please be careful to make any treaty.

I just had compared our president speech with his speech which are very different in any means. First, the gesture. You may said that it just because he is not our president, but hey look! he really did wow all the people with bahasa talks, memorize about his past, he knew what we like. Our president, should make some movement like him, to pull up citizen's interest. You know, lately we have lost our belief because some issues spread. I think our president can applicant this method :)

So far, euforia still hot haha my friends in high school whom got exchange to america had give regards by hand because he stood in front. He shooted the in our local television and got interviewed. Got the shirt, and met many important person. Dozen of my college's came to and saw the speech from a far. Not bad than never. i hope Obama can hold his promises, and come back next year to Indonesia, especially UI again :)


picture from: Tifatul Sembiring and Anin :)

9.11.10

Again ?


Yeeey, i accepted be a family of Kompek 13th as LO 
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