Beethoven Virus

I'll give you film by free! i got this one from youtube and you just click it and grab it your desktop computer then, you can just watching and enjoy the best film ever. so this is, share it!

the 6th Harry Potter's movies

Finally Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince has come out and be able to waching for all Indonesian who like this movie! And i'm the one of all Harry's fans.
i can't wait watching together my friend in saturday.

ARGH!!

Gue lebih suka cerita di komputer daripada menulis di diary.
komputer gue ini aja, gue kasih nama Ruibry yang artinya teman lama. Dari smp gue suka banget ngetik di komputer, dan baru akhir akhir ini aja gue suka curhat di blog. Nggak enaknya cerita di blog ya kehidupan pribadi kita bisa dibaca orang. Tapi gue malah suka point yang satu ini, gue akhirnya nggak usah capek capek curhat ulang lagi kan ketemen gue buat minta nasehat mereka? tinggal nyuruh mereka liat blog gue dan kalau mereka interest comment ya tinggal comment.

Akhir akhir ini gue lagi dipuncak perasaan galau dan nggak percaya diri. setiap hal yang gue lakukan, gue selalu mikir "bisa nggak ya gue lakuin ini?" atau "gue nggak ada apa apanya dibanding dia" dan hal hal yang bikin gue down tentang penampilan diri sendiri. Gue nggak bilang penampilan gue jelek, gue cuma ngerasa kenapa hari gini dan detik gini gue masih aja nggak pernah bisa temenan deket sama anak cowok? kalau sama anak cewek, itu hal gampang tapi kalau anak cowok satu orang pun gue nggak punya temen deket! Rasanya mereka beneran dari planet yang berbeda sama gue.

Dan satu lagi, gue ngerasa semua hal yang gue lakukan nggak akan pernah berhasil. tapi buat satu ini gue nggak mau kalah. Gue tahu peluang gue dikit buat dapetin yang namanya PMDK dan lulus masuk UI. tapi ya Allah, ijinkan satuuuuu kali aja buat gue bisa dapetin hal yang gue inginkan. satu jalan ini yang bisa nentuin gue buat nantinya, dan gue nggak mau jadi PENGECUT karena semua kelemahan kelemahan gue.
Gue pengen semua kelemahan yang pernah bikin gue rugi ini suatu hari nanti bisa jadi faktor penentu kemenangan gue kemudian hari, amin

dan gue orangnya males banget ngomong sama orang yang nggak ada urusan buat diajak ngobrol. tapi bukan berarti gue nggak mau temenan, gue suka punya temen banyak. tapi saking banyaknya gue merasa berteman, gue ngerasa nggak punya tempat tetap buat bercerita buat share buat ketawa bareng dan nangis baareng. rasa rasanya teman yang selama ini ada di deket gue nggak pernah ada pas gue lagi butuh banget yang namanya teman.

Dan hal ini yang lagi ada di otak gue, "I'm feel like alone"
apa cuma gue aja yang seperti ini?
apa gue sampah?

I've wasted my time for such suck things!

Hari ini gue walaupun sakit, gue ikut latihan tatra buat ekskul ekspo besok.
dan gue disuruh nari kipas sama 9 orang lainnya. setelah latihan dan semangat bikin
formasi buat tarian kipasnya, tiba tiba ada orang marah marah bilang kalau ekspo buat tatra cuma 15 menit. dan itu berarti kita semua nggak bisa nampilin tarian yang udah kita siapin. soalnya kita udah siapin buat tari ronggeng, tari piring, tari janger, tari kipas dan tari saman. dan itu semua durasinya nggak bisa jadi 15 menit aja! dan setelah diskusi lamaa akhirnya pada setuju kalau yang ditampilin cuma saman.
dan Jreng! berjejer 23 anak saman, latihan selama 2 jam. ada tuh satu anak cewek yang nggak usah gue sebut namanya, marah marah nggak jelas dan bilang kalau saman kayak gini nggak bisa ditampilin. padahal menurut gue udah lumayan bagus, cuma karena ditekan jadinya kayak gini!
dan akhirnya setelah capek capek latihan, badan gue panas, kepala pusing dan lebih bikin gue sakit hati lagi, anak anak tatra lama bilang : "gimana kalau Janger aja? habis itu disambung saman. samannya anak kelas 11 ditambah 4 orang anak kelas 12"
gue diem aja, dan menebak nebak apa yang terjadi kemudiam.
gue diajak anin keluar buat sholat. dan gue keluar, terus ayunda ngejar gue buat nanya kalau gue, kerin, catur sama silmina diminta buat nemenin anak kelas 11. dan gue bilang iya aja kalau kita bisa ikut.
gue sholat, makan dan istirahat bentar. kepala tambah pusing aja tuh.
pas balik balik ke auvi ternyata anak kelas sepuluhnya udah berjejer bikin barisan, udah nari lancar gitu dan keliatannya kayak nolak anak kelas 12 secara halus, soalnya udah dibikin barisan. Shit banget! Apa gunanya gue latihan kalau nggak dipake?! dan seenaknya anin bilang pas ayunda ngomong seharusnya anak samannya 16 orang, "ya udah 12 orang aja. mereka udah pas gitu"
dan gue serta anak tatra baru lainnya cuma duduk duduk doang dilantai ngeliatin semuanya latihan.
Kalau tahu dari dulu perlakuan mereka dari awal tatra sampai akhir kayak gini, gue nggak mungkin gabung sama ekskul kayak gini!
Honestly aja ya, mereka semua tuh nggak ngehargain temen seangkatan sendiri! gue nggak ngerti cara pikir mereka. kenapa kalau di luar ekskul, mereka baik tapi kalau di dalam ekskul sok kuasa? punya kepribadian ganda?
Tahu ah! pusing gue. buang buang waktu aja mikirin ginian!!

Wishlist #2

#1

Lomo Robot disderi 3 lens 35mm Toy Film Camera -White & Green , kamera canggih dan impian semua orang saat ini! bikin semua jepretan foto kelihatan unik, then from the looks, its unique dengan warna hijau putihnya. anyone want buy this one for me? haha

#2

Grand piano P IV ROCOCO, piano keluaran dari Petrof. pianonya kebanyakan masih di impor dari ceko, udah gitu suaranya bagus buat main lagu romantis, tapi karena tutsnya berat jadinya agak susah buat mainin lagu yang cepet. harganya ditengah tengah daripada merk piano lain hehe.

#3

Indonesia of University, my future. semoga tahun ini bisa masuk universitas ini lewat jalur simak UI, amin. dan diterima di hubungan internasional, amin

#4

Fino Fashion 2008, sekarang belum ada di Indonesia. Only available now at thailand and korea.

gue suka style motornya soalnya perpaduan sama vespa dan yamaha mio matic.

jadi kayaknya sih pas dibawa lebih ringan.

#5

 attend to Green Day concert, 

kapan ya gue bisa punya tiket kayak gitu? ngeliat billie dengan jarak yang cuma 10 meter? kapan??

gue kira 2 tahun kemaren mereka udah berhenti a.k.a pensiun ngeband, dan alhamdulillah ternyata sekarang udah ngeluarin album baru lagi. that means mereka bisa aja tour keliling dunia terus kepeleset gitu mampir ke indonesia? who knows hihi

and that's all for the second chapter of the wishlist.

i wish all this hope can be true someday. amin!

''Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans. 
John Lennon (1940 - 1980), Beautiful Boy''

in fact my life dont seem like in that picture, because i won't to work in some office and i still a student. but my life will be same busy like her because i'm a 3rd grade high school student! and thats mean in 7 months ago i will take the university's exam to continue my study program to national university. and the chance with my study way now, i can't pass it. so I MUST STUDY HARD!! it will good if i can hard study like the picture above -__-

Street style

I dont know, but tonight i cant sleep fast like usual. Even tomorrow will be the first time i'll be sit in third grade class, but now imsonia has comee.
internet was on and this one made i more and more to do sleep late.
after blogwalking for an hour i found new cool site. just click the title to go there. the site was tell us about the japan's street fashion. oh my, they are so cool. i can't appeal indonesia and japan one by one. it sooo far to imagine
just some people have a great fashion style, and japan has many of them.
but the style i thought was little weird. but the weird is still cool, i love japan so much. some of this picture i took from the website, i thought they are cool. comment please


 found the handsome from japan!! he is handsome, cute and sexy haha and fashionable! ow ow his style was great, the colour and the style was double okay

i thought too many clothes that he wore, dont you feel hot?

i don't know why i picked this one, maybe i lobe the way she mix it.

it doesnt look bad, but seems totally cute i thought

Internet

I'm very happy today because my computer has internet (again!). i should not go to the internet cafe agaaain :) and i can browsing however long i spent my time, and the important thing is i can download all my favorite stuff whenever i want.

by the way, my computer has some risk. my local disk C just has 1 mb free memory haha and this problem make me dizzy sometimes because i can't download some cool stuff and application. aaargh and my father won't fix it.

Japan and Nissa

Let me introduce her to you all guys

She is my classmate, her name is Annisa Fitria. A year ago she follow the program named AFS and the best part is She was choosed! woow she is unbeliavable i must said.

In my school, she was a clever sutudent and the pretty too, her skin was so white and made her like a foreign hahaa

And now she live in JAPAN-- wow i proud of her. for one year she lived in stranger's house--orang tua angkat haha, and lived there. She might school theres and wore japan's uniform

and ate japan's food and met japan's people and any cool and great things from japan

i want to go to Japan too, hihi

Nisa, ganbatte nee :D

2nd farewell party

Iyeei, on last tuesday i went to skate field with my best Dira, Nathea, Kerin, and Dian. We went from McD at 8 am and went there by dira's car. She actually has a SIM lincence and can drived car very well. And after 2 hours, we made and stop in TA's park hall and straight went to skaters. At theres we met Darizky and her two brothers.

Darizky was so good in this way, she can skate by running. Tought that i just can walking slowly because it's my second turn to skate in here :)

After skaters for 3 hours we ate belong together at Platinum. and take some picture there's :D

in ours home-way, we passing the new shop in Jatiwaringin area. It was Endorse and Bloop shop. And we made to take the time to shopping a while ahhaa. the dresses at that shop were good and unique. in home, i told about that shop to my mother and she said that she want to bought me some dress, i hope she wont to lying hem

okaaay that's my last adventure with chivalry, i still love them until now on

Love you Chivalry :D

Beethoven Virus

This is another film of my favorites korean dramas. Its story was about Kang Gun Woo is a world renowned orchestra maestro who is a perfectionist in his work. He is not an easy person to work with and is fear by all his players. By chance, he comes across Du Ru Mi, a violinist, and a young cop who has the same name as his and discovers that even without formal training, the young Kang is a music genius. The three soon get tangled in a love triangle.

The main of this film is about orchestra and this is the cause so i can like this film :)

most of the song in this film are classic and for me the best classic in this film is Gabriel Faure - Pavane. the sound of flute is very made me went to the sky haha, just listen to this one and you be able to understand how did i feeling that song

click here for the home page of this film :)

ehem, in this site the song title's is Adagio (albinoni) classic and playing by violin, remix i thought

New Class

I'm bored in my house, just watching the television for 5 hours until i go to the upstairs, straiht to my room and see my handphone. okay, i check the screen and saw three received message. 2 from putri and 1 from iki.

First i open putri's, and content of the sms is about she want sit belong with me for a year. okay i just smile. then i open iki's message and jeng jeng he said in message that "Kom sekelas ama gua lo". i suprised! the classes were formed! uaaarh i'm panic for a minute and calm for a second then panic again!! then i call putri ask her who are the others from my oldest class belong with me and she said don't know. so i call iki, and ask him about the same question. and i sad because i don't in same class with ALL my close friend in chivalry (sciense 1 class) like nathea, dinike, DIRA, and gita :(

i'll be miss you so much guys. i like you all to be my friend hope you can still be my friend then ;)

and this is the picture of my new class

XII IPA 3 horraaaay

actually after muhammad hudiyantara, the best then must be Nadia hanintasari, not me! 

it's not fair at all. i want in same class with dini and diraaaa *my heart-scream