indeterminancy of me

I don't know, where i should be tell this, or who wants to hear my confession about this. I just thought that, in here, my blog, maybe there will be someone read and will give me his or her replied about my problem.

Started with unknown and foreign, started with innocent-me with him, i don't know but i'm sure i love him day by day without anyone know. anyone, include my best friend. what i feel about him, or what i do with him were secret, yup. they are- my secret, not an affair or something bad which you figured it out or blah blah but, emm.. i and he are not typical normal here. or me not normal.

my status is single, but in my heart, i'm not. i were taken long ago :)

but, by who? -- i'm asking to him this day about this. i don't think he feel the same way.