Going back.

It just passed a half way of two months, but world has gone change rapidly: many things happened. there were good and bad times, there were happened to me and my circle. I lost my happiness and sense right now that apparently resulted from my unclear goal in life. I always mirrored people and easily got stressed all over things, that I never look down upon my self what am I really going to do and wanted the most.

Looks like need more self-time in the nearest future.