30.12.10

Plan B of my dreams


all of them are things i needed to get my carrier better. the important one is the last, the certified to make clearly about my accountant carrier and i can open my office as public accountant if i had that one :)
after that, i can work as accountant in E&Y or PWC which are the big five accountant company in the world. my dreams are high and impossible, but why not to make them one? being imagine this things really made me happy and more energetic to more attractive in college :)

29.12.10

My dream!



Diri gue buat bangsa gue, negara gue yang indah, walaupun perekonomiannya bobrok, seenggaknya gue bertekad masuk memperbaiki ke salah satu pilar terkuat di negara ini, Bank Indonesia. Doakan saya kawan, dari sekarang jalan gue mulai berubah, tapi tetap selangkah dekat menuju bakti gue ke negara tercinta. walaupun cinta gue nggak harus diwujudkan dengan menjadi duta besar :') Bismillah!

HOLIDAY

Sayonara, Final exam. Hollaaa, HOLIDAY!!
until the seventh February, i'm available :*


the biggest F word for my understanding business score! F, you! F, you! scratched my holiday, my first day holiday!! shit!

24.12.10

X-mas eve

All day long i had spent almost my time in here for what? prepare the last exam, 9 sks in 2 main subject. After this long punishment, i'll party with my old friends :) what a nice plans. i hope i will get more adds for my pocket, because you know, hang out means money out. aaargh i can't wait!

anyway, i will celebrate Christmas eve today because 70% boarders in pinky are christian. so, i'll join to catch up many cakes and coke here. Once more; Happy Christmas for everyone!! Hope santa got something nice to you

20.12.10

Matekbitch! Shit!

Ada baiknya setelah kalian berusaha keras, langsung aja berikhtiar dan berserah diri untuk hasilnya. Apapun entah itu akan menghasilkan yang baik atau yang buruk.

Contohnya seperti gue sekarang, habis UAS matekbis, cocokin jawaban dan ternyata jawaban gue banyak salah. paling nyesek pas bagian nomor terakhir, salah semua karena salah masukin fungsi doang. entah bagaimana nasih matek gue, padahal gue cuma bisa mengandalkan matek aja (karena gue anak ipa).

baru tau salahnya tadi pas ngitung ulang, emang dasarnya nggak teliti aja. udah besar kepala nganggap soalnya gampang. banyak banget pelajaran buat gue di UAS semester pertama ini. Harusnya gue bisa maksimal tapi nggak bisa karena banyak faktor, salah satu faktornya ya dari diri gue sendiri ini.

Intinya gue berserah diri aja lah, Wallahu alam. kalau dipikirin juga, nggak akan selesai-selesai. Adanya juga gue makin stress, ya kan? nggak usah nandingin temen satu kosan deh, komaaa. udah pasti lo yang paling begoo! (maaf ngomong sendiri)

Stress. Stress. Bobot 20% hilang begitu saja, karena salah nulis.
yaudah, insya Allah masih ada 3 lagi; Akuntansi, Statekbis, sama MPKT (2,3,6)
bismillah: semoga akuntansi lancaaaar kayak air, amin.
lancar dan telitiii, amin amiin. doakan yaaa.

ps: udah lama nggak ngeblog, nanti pas liburan bakal gue ceritain semua hal yang menarik di kampus :)

7.12.10

Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you



by Christina Aguilera
***


i cried yesterday while singing this one. it lyrics was so fantastic sad, make me remember my dad whom in hospital because get sick. alhamdulillah, now he is fully recovery :)

5.12.10

My coffee is my toxin, but i love it

..Kafein menghambat enzim-enzim yang digunakan dalam pembentukan memori, dan pada akhirnya menyebabkan hilangnya memori. Telah ditunjukkan bahwa kafein menghambat enzim fosfodiesterase, yang terlibat dalam proses pembelajaran dan perkembangan memori.. -headlineindonesia.wordpress.com
or i will translate that my lovely caffeine is somehow can obstruct my memories and finally affect to a lost memories. you know, in my lately post i've been talking about "i felt weird because i had forgotten all my memories in old days when elementary and now, in junior high school". I'm just remember some people which is really keep in touch with me.

i really love coffee since elementary school. i always drink that chemical thingy after school ended. what it called, pop iced blended. in junior, i cut the coffee with mango juice everyday and made me healthy -mom's said. in high school, i came back with that brown liquid and in love last one year because i met up with national exam and simak ui which was need my full attention, focus, and strength. i need the coffee, everyday.

my mom, idk why but never stop me to  pick the coffee in stores, never blame me for drink it every morning like a granddaddy or grandmommy. and i realize what i'm doing now. i knew the consequence(s), i knew it. i love my life, my flat life :) but idk about my future. and i just love the way i drink that brown liquid everyday. i just love every seconds i waste when i drink that toxin. i don't feel the sick now, maybe five or ten years later i will be in bed, one of the consequences i knew before.

now on my mom angry if i mixed the coffee in kitchen every morning, idk why she angry now. it's too late. i am addict with it. i can't leave with it. i just love my toxin until i die. i should warn you that others things that you should move away was coffee but cigarettes and alcohol and drugs. coffee is more devil than you thinking before. it kills you second by second. sweet, isn't it?

the problem is, i am cry. i love my life but i don't know that the affect of my little coffee shown up this fast. i don't know, but just don't take me this five years. i wanna finish my assignment, fulfill my promises with my parents, seeing my sister grown up and has a boyfriend. my chocolate things made me sick.

but i can't turn away. i meet it everyday. in every menu that showed front of my face. in every cabin that house had. in my dorm, my room, and now presented in my glass accompany me doing the resume for tomorrow. oh god, what should i do? :(

4.12.10

Galau

Cuma di sini tempat di mana gue bisa dengan nyaman cerita dan berbagi perasaan, kehidupan sehari-hari gue, dan hal-hal yang gue nggak bisa lakukan dengan kondisi saat ini. Tiba-tiba tadi, rasanya, gue pengen banget ngetik dan cerita perasaan gue sekarang, perasaan anak labil dan galau di hari sabtu, sendirian di kosan, nggak tau mau ngapain selain belajar buat UAS minggu depan.

Hari ini ulang tahun salah satu teman gue di kosan. dan kerjaan gue sekarang menunggu dia pulang bersama geng temannya (yang berkomplot bareng gue) buat ngasih surprise. Sambil nunggu di kamar, tiba-tiba, muncul perassan sedih galau gue, tentang hal hal suprise haha.

Kalian tau? gue sekarang masih tujuh belas tahun, dan di Indonesia, tujuh belas tahun itu berarti banget. Karena di umur segini, menurut gue, ulang tahun yang ada berbeda dari biasanya. Sweet seventeen gue sangat sangat biasa. no surprise, no party, no cake. nothing :) rasanya sedih banget. harusnya gue nggak sesedih itu, karena biasanya hari ulang tahun gue sama aja kayak hari biasa di dalam hidup gue. bedanya cuma ada ucapan selamat ulang tahun aja.

gue suka banget berada di antara keramaian. di mana gue merasa kalau gue itu ada. nggak kayak sekarang, di kamar sendirian. kalau di saat saat begini, gue merasa kalau gue mati sekarang nggak akan ada yang peduli. karena gue bukan apa-apa, bukan siapa-siapa dari siapapun. gue kenal banyak orang, dan mereka kenal gue. tapi itu semua nggak ada gunanya. karena mereka bukan siapa-siapa gue. itu kerasa banget. dari dulu hal itu selalu ada dalam kehidupan gue. di mana 'mereka' ada saat mereka butuh gue atau gue butuh mereka. tapi di saat nggak ada urusan atau hal hal yang mendesak, mereka menghilang kayak angin. lewar kayak angin.

kata seseorang, gue butuh perhatian. haus perhatian. and yes i do. is that wrong? gue rasa enggak. masa lalu gue cukup kelam sehingga bisa buat gue jadi kayak gue yang sekarang. dan semuanya bisa gue jalani dengan lancar, alhamdulillah. gue cewek tangguh. seberapapun sakitnya hidup di sini, tersenyum di sini, gue akan berusaha sebaik-baiknya. cuma, terkadang di hari sabtu, ada saatnya gue merasa down banget, flash back apa aja yang udah terjadi, mengingat hal hal nggak enak dan semacamnya. huft.

kemaren gue jalan bareng kelompok salah satu teman gue. dan rasanya.. menyenangkan tertawa lepas setelah sekian lama nggak ada yang bisa membuat gue ketawa kayak gitu. rasanya beban tiga bulan di sini hilang seketika. perut gue sampai melilit. nggak ada hal menjaga image yang gue lihat di sana. benar-benar kemurnian pertemanan. (nah teman gue yang ulang tahun datang-- sebentar..)

oke. lanjut. kalau ketemu hal-hal begitu, jadi kangen teman SMA. nggak juga sih, cuma di SMA rasanya teman akan seenggaknya ada karena lo duduk di tempat yang sama, dengan teman sebangku yang seenggaknya akan ada di situ, mendengarkan keluh kesah lo di sela-sela pelajaran yang kalau didengarkan juga nggak penting-penting banget.

kalau di kuliah ini, jangan harap ngobrol. gue berintropeksi diri untuk tidak mengobrol di sela-sela kuliah karena setiap kata yang keluar di mulut dosen lo walaupun dia keliatannya sedang bercanda sekalipun, itu ternyata bisa aja keluar di ujian akhir semester lo! itu bedanya dengan kuliah. sedangkan, saat di dalam kelas itu lah, saat di mana gue merasa mereka ada. yaah whateverlah sekarang.

gue cuma bisa berharap gue akan bertahan di sini. perasaan galau gue ini mudah-mudahan cepet ilaaaang. rasanya jadi pengen tidur.

ps: gue belom cerita tentang film doc days ya? JGTC juga belom? iya ya.. gue juga pengen cerita tentang seminar hebat yang gue datangin, Kompek gathering, Akuntansi gathering, daaan Gossip Girl :) banyak ya

27.11.10

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows


Finally, i have watched the part one of final chapter of Harry Potter. i went with my friend after finished my class in campus, took my things from home in my boarding house, and went to Plaza Senayan to catch up this movie. I don't know why i agree with my friend to watch in Pancoran than Margoda which is very near from my boarding house-- but i knew it maybe because tonight is saturday night and i never used it as well is can be. not tonight too, because my friend is a girl -__-

my impression about this movie is soooo great! i got the front seat, the second line from front. i thought that i was unlucky to watch it from there, but it was wrong. i felt really awesome there, i really felt closer to daniel, emma, and rupert :* they are so big in the screen, and it was really like saw a 3D film! the sound, the graphic, anything in the movie is perfect! the story really touched, and conclude the main point from novel. Emma looks great, daniel and rupert too. They were totally grown up became such a great actor and actress. The director was cool! i can't say anything else, you must watch it to know how great is it.

After seen the movie, i spent my time in Gramedia to look up the book, peek in new release and found the book of harry potter and the cast!! the price is $40 and i have seen all the contents because i found the one had a broken sealed. i saw many cool photos there :) there is a photo where Daniel and Rupert met for the first time and holding hands each other with shy (cute!), there is a photo where daniel from ten years old until now wore Gryfindoor jackets, and it was really cool photos. Emma from first series until now, and Rupert too. Hermione's stand in, Voldemort with his nose, dumbledore, the twins weasley from child until now :') and the most cool things inside are there are: Envelope and mail from first movie that told Harry about he is a new student in hogwarts! the envelope was cool! the stamp!! the words and dumbledore's signature too, oh god. and then, there is magic label for the liquid magic bottle of your labor tools in Hermione's world. There are HIDDEN-MAP from third movie which are really really cool!!! you said lumos and something that you don't know anything-- i forget the spell, you had it! i touched it! cool. and there is ball yewn invited in fifth movie with white envelope and cristal palace background. cool! there is twin-weasley catalog too, and hogsmeade catalog :D i really want to eat that one, the candy weird flavors. what else? the photos, and the things inside really really worth for $40 :D

deathly hallows symbol. remembered me of something haha

I love Harry Potter so much, thanks J.K Rowling for imagined him and his best-friends. I love his movies, too. Lucky for Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson, and Rupert Green which can be as main cast in this one, so they can famous like now. Lucky, very lucky. Oh, i saw 70% discount books and bought one. Something i don;t know when will i read, but this one really interesting thing. I am going crazy back then in Pelangi, when saw many shoes and bags with big sale. Can somebody stop me to not buy the shoe or bag? thanked that my friend can. She really really protect me like as my mom did -__- i wanna try the shoes at least, but she won't allowed me, so dare! hhaha

Okay, i should sleep now. Going to JGTC tomorrow, meet many people and finally watch the Trax live on my own eyes (yeah!). If you saw me, call me and talk to me :) see you there, buddies

26.11.10

-

i won't sleep tonight. either to switch on my skype, for just chit-chat.
i've passed four months here. pretending for something i just don't know about the-exist-or-not
doing something i hate the most, learning something i don't like and not interested enough
i am laughing for something that unfunny and not funny. not funny. scary.
i am sick of it, this situation, seriously.
but, i did something wrong from the earlier that i can't pull it back
i have to considered the responsibility that i had
the time that i've pass by is not easy to get back again
i have to learn many things. i have to stand here, whatever the risk
whatever the kind of things faced on me
i am just want to run. but i can not run, i'm standing here, with tears and cry.
but not even a tears drop by, i'm just hide it far away from everyone
because it was hurt for me if someone know and care too much of this one
my problem was so terrible. please, be kind to not interfere my business, my problem
you away from this, i'm glad, surely

you know, something that you hide too long and too hurt for kept it by your own will be as yours as time goes by, because you have made the world seem careless for you, even they are really care for you.

:9

the last three day in my lovely campus area had been some amazing event held, by the way. i could call this as the week of campaign for the leader of FEUI 2011 in BEM and BPM. yesterday i saw flash mob in makara park which is a campaign from team number 1. number 2 and number 3 made a great campaign i thought, because they gave us free worksheet of final exam last year :) and even, the number 2 made a challenge and the winner can get the JGTC's ticket for free! cool.

by the way, i am in my home right now. full of tired, lack, and stress cured in home easily. sometimes i think to live in my home is better than live alone without someone care and understand you. but somehow, live in the boarding house so much better, i don't know but i thanked because my home is in jakarta, so i can choose both of them easily.

so, tomorrow i will go by train (again) to attend my mathematical class, wish i can get the point and add my currently score for mid-exam. and hope for me that tomorrow i can go to the movie for watching the Harry Potter- i delayed for watch this movie, not because i'm busy or what. just do not have the money haha. and now, i have, so let's watch it!

random. today i eat like a pig, so many food i had ate. now, i am eating the magnum-- the famous one that i don't know why. the taste is okay, just okay. the price is.. a little hurt me. hurt my pocket.

24.11.10

Huft

what date today? oh, twenny three and i'm suck of anything here. like such a fool girl, watching carefully in class but never understand what am i learned, i'm just doing some psychological things like said "I am okay, doing okay, everything will be okay and i will make my parents proud" dozen times like a crazy to keep my self stronger here, i am struggle here alone, no one want to understand me (who is me) and i won't either. okay, sorry random.

like deja vu, or i really had many deja vu now on, what is it mean? anyway, like deja vu, i will say that i am now PANIIIIIC!! two weeks again walk to the scary things in my whole life, my future, final exam in first semester. wish me luck, people. i will keep fighting to struggle in studying against my neighborhood at boarding house- altius, retta, bunga, wina, tika, and wirda whom are really clever people. except me, really. i am not clever anyway, just want to clever and want to live in this jungle, staying alive and speak loudly to my mom and dad, that their daughter will make them go to holy place, saudi arabia, going hajj, amin :)

whatever the situation here, any reason and condition which me faced, i will remember my mom and dad. I am here, for they, for their smiles, ya Allah. keep me walk in straight way. Bismillah

ps: i'm sick now, feeling cold and now drinking the hot tea. hope not get the thypus

22.11.10

:)

I don't know but i just realized that i'm very addict with dvds now on. yesterday i've finished watched five films; Chibi Maruko Dorama, Salt, Confession of Shopaholic, My Bestfriend's girl, and Princess & me. All of them are great and makes me dying, imagining about something unreal and so on. Today, i'm going to campus in the morning with unbreeze spirit to what? to watch the documentary movies (hehe) held in auditorium. I enjoyed the free coffee, popcorn, magazines, journal, goodie bag (which there's unique black shirt that i want to modified) and surely, seven documentary movies which are soooooo great! i don't know but the documentary movies are interesting enough and recommended to be watch because you can see something real from the real source, real object, real problems, like you are in there, near them and feeling the love, guilty, hates, also others feeling more felt, i think. I will talked about all the doc. movies later, after tomorrow session, the second days of documentary days will be held. I will come again, get the coffee, sit before my first class in campus, and enjoyed my holy-tuesday in campus.

Aaaah, what should i say? i love my campus? hahaa, i don't know, today there are three events held at the same time at the same place. Many free snacks and some unique things everywhere.. i love this :)

The 33rd Jazz Goes to Campus Festival: Unleash the Jazz Within


BEM faculty of economics proudly present, JGTC. will be held at Sunday, 28 November 2010, 10 am until done, in front of campus economics, Depok.
Ticket price; presale Rp. 37.000,- and Onthespot Rp 45.000,-

The guest artists:  
Maliq n d’Essentials, Andien, The Groove Reunion, Tokyo Blue (Malaysia), Idang Rasjidi, Indro Hardjodikoro, Endah N Rhesa, JGTC presents: Mawar Merah Tribute to SLANK ; An All Female Ensemble, Margie Segers, Ermy Kulit, Rien Djamain and friends feat. Oele Pattiselanno, Jakarta Broadway Team, Bag Trio feat. Beat Craft, Andre Harihandoyo and Sonic People, IYR (Indonesian Youth Regeneration), Ade Irawan feat. Komunitas Jazz Kemayoran, Sketsa, Nita Aartsen feat. Anda “Bunga”, Caniday, Fourtunes Fever, Suddenly September, Akordeon, Shadow Puppets, Kristian Dharma and The Kriskruise, Klab Jazz Bandung, Margo Rising Stars, 1st Impression, Voiceless & Soulastic, Madah Bahana UI Marching Band, JGTC Competition 1st, 2nd, 3rd winner, JGTC Children Workshop, and BSO Band

You can get the tickets here;
at campus FEUI depok, Aquarius, Disc tarra, Ibu Dibjo, Rajakarcis.com, Duta Suara and Tiketnonton.com
oooor, you can comment here and speak up that you want to buy the ticket presale from me :)

for further information, you can contact Jaiko at 0878 8101 5928 (for event) and Indah at 0857 1891 2988 (for ticket).

I'll be waiting for your coming, unleash the Jazz!

14.11.10

Ipang - Bintang Hidupku

Aku slalu bernyanyi
Lagu yang engkau ciptakan
Kau nyanyikan
Dan aku slalu ikuti
Semua cerita tentangmu

Hari-harimu

Kau... Jadi inspirasiku

Smangat hidup
Dikala aku sedih
Dikala aku senang
Disaat sendiri dan kesepian
Kau bintang di hatiku

Apapun yang kau lakukan

Baik dan buruk bagiku
Tetap indah
Tak satupun alasan
Untuk melupakanmu

Meninggalkanmu

Aku slalu

Berdiri mendukungmu

Dikala engkau terbang
Dikala engkau jatuh
Sampai mati
Ku kan tetap setia

Aku slalu

Berdiri di blakangmu
Di kala kau dipuja
Di kala kau dihina
Sampai mati
Ku kan tetap membela


Kau tetap bintangku

Kau superstarku 

***
my favorite old song for four until five years, always played in my playlist. this song remain me from my history with my two girls, which apart far away from me, Retta and Putri. but who care? i just know that we still be friends each other, still planned to meet each other, yaaa not frequently. but they are my precious friend. no one would be like us, whom together for four years! haha
and i miss you, girls. please don't think i'm not miss you because i'm just do not wall or sms, you know how lazy i am hehe.

12.11.10

Boomed!

Capek. Lemas. Letih. Lesu. Tau kenapa? karena ada satu hal yang membuat gue nggak nyaman selama di kampus. Ada satu hal. Beberapa orang yang rasanya nggak suka sama gue, tapi mau nggak mau gue harus sama mereka. Gue udah berdoa sama yang di atas, udah berusaha ngikutin saran mama, buat menghindar cari musuh atau lawan di kampus, karena itu bahaya. Tapi entah kenapa, mungkin faktor wajah atau mereka kurang mengenal gue, sehingga mereka-atau salah satu dari mereka berfikir negatif terhadap gue.

Kadang, keadaan itu bisa bikin gue tersiksa banget. Jujur aja, seumur hidup gue nggak pernah dalam kondisi begini. Kalau di ingat lagi, gue nggak pernah ketawa lepas seperti dulu sampai kehabisan napas, sampai gue ngeluarin suara bengek, dan perut kesakitan. Di sini semuanya jaga image, saling nggak percaya, berkelompok, nggak bebas, dan semaunya sendiri. Satu lagi hal yang gue nggak suka; kebanyakan dari mereka semua nggak jujur dan punya senyum palsu!!

Akhirnya, gue berani nulis hal begini di blog ini, karena gue capek nyimpen. Mau cerita juga sama siapa? Temen-temen yang lain juga ngerasa hal ini cuma perasaan gue aja. Hah, capek banget. Mau nggak mau gue terkadang ikut cara mereka bersosialisasi, dan itu nggak gue banget. Rasanya gue mau ke psikolog sama salah satu temen gue di sini, sebelum gue stress beneran :'(

ps: dinikeee, :'(

10.11.10

Don't read, it's junk


Killing my time and random things showed quickly. the random was about my kind of man.
old days, my friends told me that i always interest with someone named lead with F or A word. i don't know about that if it was true or nope. I think it just a coincidence.
i do and agree like someone who can play basket ball than soccer, i don't know why. maybe it just because jump and shoot were cool enough. and i really really give my eyes to someone who took his time sitting in mosque, pray, and read the Al-Qur'an, keeping his wudhu and won't to touch girl's hand. Er, something like that. I don't like someone tall, should be enough if he has height as tall as me or a lil more cm. what else? hm. he should be funny, calm, and smart. kind and love to cat also others animal- like me. would fain and don't mind about me who like to go around and not stay just in home. oh! the most important thing, he should has white skin, or yellow at least. (hahaha)

i hope, he come from Japan or England whom moeslem and likes cats :)

don't read it if you think it was junk and useless. it is my bloooog, my blooog hehe

Pinky Gathering


at 3 Nov, i invited to attend the ceremony for new comers in my board house, Pinky :)
that day was Wednesday and it was my heaviest day ever in a week, i'm going home in empty stomach and full of tired, i forgot about the invitation. when i want to go upstair in center side of building, i viewed my senior had been ready and waited for us (oow) and i looked the table also chairs had removed for the party. I said okay to senior about i will go downstairs after took a bath.. and i finally partied with all pinkers (•ˆ⌣ˆ•)
we did the introducing part, ate the cookies, ate the supper, they tricky us to show something funny, sang, ate again, and for hours or more did the police-and-crook by cards :)
and know we have known each other, i knew who is in room number 3 and 5 for example, and i knew who's like to played disco music every night very loudly :)

i thank to my mom who sent me to this boarding house, and believe in me to take care my self even Pinky is mixed-male and female boarding house. Love ya' mam

Bye Obama

the rare-invitation

so! this is it, he finally really really come to Indonesia, give general lecture in my campus, visiting the biggest mosque in Indonesia. He really did it.
I sum up his speech, cut the indonesian words which to make us interest to his speech, i got about scholarship and exchanges issues-- which really did me wow, happy incredibly. about he promise to stop the war and told about United States won't to make a war with moeslem. About the iraq, i hope he can make the promise to be real. about how great consideration and understanding between our difference in Indonesia of religion, about the culture which he likes-- sate bakso haha. I kept his promise, and not to be so blowed. There must be something hidden, you know. It's politic. Politic means everything :) we should aware. Government please be careful to make any treaty.

I just had compared our president speech with his speech which are very different in any means. First, the gesture. You may said that it just because he is not our president, but hey look! he really did wow all the people with bahasa talks, memorize about his past, he knew what we like. Our president, should make some movement like him, to pull up citizen's interest. You know, lately we have lost our belief because some issues spread. I think our president can applicant this method :)

So far, euforia still hot haha my friends in high school whom got exchange to america had give regards by hand because he stood in front. He shooted the in our local television and got interviewed. Got the shirt, and met many important person. Dozen of my college's came to and saw the speech from a far. Not bad than never. i hope Obama can hold his promises, and come back next year to Indonesia, especially UI again :)


picture from: Tifatul Sembiring and Anin :)

9.11.10

Again ?


Yeeey, i accepted be a family of Kompek 13th as LO 
(~‾▿‾)~~(‾▿‾~) (~‾▿‾)~~(‾▿‾~)

Welcoming Obama to Depok

Geez, if you lived here you will know how great the enthusiastic of Indonesia about the departure number one people of America, Barrack Obama. Especially the mass media. Really picturing Indonesia was, overact.
Tomorrow, the president will held the general lecture in University of Indonesia-- finally i can see my campus on my own country's tv. I can't attend because i didn't receive invitation and call from Mr. Banu-- still i hope he will call me tonight. So, i will catch up what will he says in my campus tomorrow by my notebook.

Review: The Proposal

Okay, had just finished the comedy-romantic film i rented yesterday night: The Proposal.
It was kinda cute story, strong woman against man haha. Oh, i saw the actor here looks a like my friend in campus, really really same. Uhm, i can't be a good reviewers, is it? I'm too lazy to retell the story haha. My comment is just watch it and you will laugh as me :)

Marathon

This is incredibly day; i got my holiday! thanks obama.
anyway. today i with some of my friends marathon around our campus via backyard and forest kutek to get our final destination, asrama. ended with took some photos, we decided to get back to kutek by yellow bus. but, who knows that today some colleges don't get the holiday like us, so we got the wrong costume in yellow bus. just pretend okay we talk along and stop by at Kukel, ate the porridge and again took the yellow bus to our boarding house. sees like when we marathon, didn't show any security or USSS or TNI or anything scary around campus. just like usual, before Obama come.. UI is like usual. Silent and quiet, wanna have a class, bored until die in front my laptop doing the assignment.

Okay gotta go, doing the assignment, and watch a lot from rent pirates dvd :)

7.11.10

Why oh why

I often watched film at the movies with my friends. And sometimes they bought me the ticket freely but all the film i assure you that was a scary movies and horror or thriller. Like three days ago, i with my friend watched the movie at Pondok Indah Mall and decided to watch Boo! -i'm not who decided to watch this one thought.
Before entered the room, i knew this film is bad enough to watch. But i don't care because it was free. Oh man, my feeling was right. It was so bad, jerk creepy, and fake ghost. The story was funny enough to re-tell. Oh man, we even don't discuss the film anymore after watch it, that mean the film really bad. Again, i remembered my friend's quote that said Hollywood had a bad movies thought hahaha



One year ago, when i still a high school girl when halloween with tecchapoccie i spent my time in movies to watch Halloween film. I don't know for sure but after saw it, i felt yuck and my ears disturbed enough to hear fu*ck words so many in that film. oh! and even it haven't any halloween things like the title, so we called the film as Junk film we had watched ever -__- waste our money so wrong.

I won't to spend my money anymore for creepy movies, ever.

They in my night

I used this week balanced with studies and movies with my pavilion dv2 a bunch. in earlier, i have spent my two whole days for watching my husband's new drama titled My Girlfriend is a Gumiho and succesfull made my day brighter. The scene was so beautiful-- as usual in korean drama. Lee seung gi played with Shin min ah, the pretty actress from korea. The story tell us about Wong (Lee Seung Gi) whom always followed by Miho (Shin min ah) because she gave her bead to him for rescue him and give feedback after woong draw the nine tailed for her in the sacred-paint which had jailed her for 500 hundreds or more. Day by day fully with jokes and funny conv by them, and Miho whom doesn't know about the real world after 500 years. I was learned about shared something important and care for the others, don't do anything bad for someone who had doing bad things for us, always hope and fighting for our well-future, and believe in true love haha. Oh my.. korean drama is the best for making us believe about love is something nice but have hard side which can make us cry a lot. I were crying a lot for this one.

after ended the korean drama, i searching for japanese movie which i already interested long ago before, it titled I Give My First Love to You- you can call me that i addict for romantic genre :)
but i can't find it in Barel shops anymore, so from now on i still downloading part by part with UI's hotspot. but it will be saddest movie for next week because i've read the comic and it was so sad.


Next movie is titled Howl's castle. I got from my friend when i did the mid-test task for accounting and waited for the yellow bus. He said that he really like this one and push me to watch this film as soon as possible. Okay, after watching it, i really felt wow for the plot and story behind the film. i learned for loving someone not for their physically and act gently for anybody-include someone who had doing bad things for us. saying sorry after doing bad things, and don't feel easily to give up. the graphic is so nice, the color are soft. the sound and songs are great enough. disney pixar really did cool things :)

The third movie is Seven Pounds. Oh my.. this one really sad to watched. I felt the feeling of main actor about why he want to give his heart, eyes, kidney, and many more from his body. I knew that he want to cover his guilty feeling for making someone his loved dead. he had a really bad and scary night everyday while he slept. he want to die everyday. he even gave his own home for someone he doesn't know to make their life better. i love this film. You should watch this one :')


Okay, in my waiting list movies there are brokeback mountain, monalisa smile, i give my first love to you, maruko chan- live and dan brown's also his novels. i need the more night to spend them :)

Green Campus: Adansonia Digitata


Yesterday, in my campus had welcomed new comers from PT. Waskita Karya and Department Forest. They are called Adansonia Digitata or Baobab tree which had 240 years. They are so huge and yesterday successfull grown one leaf mean that they were alive in here. University of Indonesia as known as green campus by others because had many trees and surrounded by forest and lake. We had bicycle, yellow bus to minimalize the riders, and walking path for people who want to taking a walk way for theirs.

I really enjoyed my self to take a walk in evening after all my class over together with some of my friend, and my favourite place is lake beside the rektorat building and balairung, which i knew that place is danger. but i rarely to using the bike because i always bring heavy book on my hand -__-

issues that said rektorat will cut off some of trees in campus are disturb me hard. i won't be lost this kind of feel, the air and cloudy because many trees here. please sir, keep this trees for us. just leave it like the way they are

Indonesia

Does anyone care what really happened in economy train in Indonesia? I do care about this. Wanna simplify the problem, if you want to see why Indonesia took a place under Malaysia in economic and social welfare just buy the Rp 1500,- ticket from the locket and you will know the answer.

Do you know what happened in there? i'll tell you.

if you stayed away and prefer to sit in cool area in express or ac train, in economic you will stand up along the journey in train with all the paupers there :( they all asking to a thousand and hundred rupiahs for eat and buy milk for their kids, sing along the corner with their dirty shirt, many handicapped children, inviable person pass by along we go with the train.

they are beside me. around me. near me. wanted my money for they meal. i really do care, but not giving the money everyday. i just hope this view will last, i sick of it to see how ugly my country, how poor i lived in. i just always make a promise to become a person whom care about this things forever, and will fix this economic things as soon i can!

6.11.10

november issue

i am just interested with my friend's tweet about the happening issue now

the first issue is about the wedus gembel attacked Yogyakarta and around it with high temperature. so, university of gadjah mada got a holiday because this disaster.

the second issue is about obama will come to Indonesia and visit university of indonesia, so many said that we will get holiday because his visit.

from the first and the second, we can conclude that.. Wedus gembel = Obama :)

no offense :9

Korean Culture Days

Anyeonghaseo :)

unavoidably that korea's thingy present has become popular and more. i really excited to know many people specially in Indonesia, yelled and screamo like a crazy when they saw boyband or girlband from korea showed. I do like my past how crazy i am who always update about this thingy until became a important person for one of the biggest social community in Indonesia for Korea's world. How great i am in old days.

But now, because i do not have any time to take a look in you tube or googling and doing anything social comment and chit-chat with my overseas friend whom freak about korea like me.. i just come back become to ordinary person who just update my west song playlist. fortunately, every sunday i can see the live concert from KBS channel in my house, so i can refresh my campus activity with korea-drain haha

Anyhow, today i come to attended the Korean Culture Days in University of Indonesia, Balairung after mathematical economic business class over. With my two friends, i walking around the area and tends for searching unique things. I found SJ's light stick, Eunhyeuk big poster which standing as high as i am, the biggest hand fan ever which Kyuhyun's-my husband- handsome face printed on it, tteokbokki, ramyeon, ELF Jacket, and Hanbok!

 rubbery, spicy, and delicious :9

The tends located at outside, so in inside there were so many people-mostly young female- yelled, screamed point to the stage which is just showing the video clip from one of boy band. oh man, why are they so hysterical for this not meaning things? -__- so, i just saw them yelled and amazed for a minute. After that, i enjoyed the situation and join to dance together while my fav songs played from the stage. we really are crazy in there. we all!

i just desperate to can't find my second husband hand fan or digital printed photo-- Lee Seung Gi in every stand. Why they just sell Suju, Shinee, SNSD, DBSK, and Beast?! aaah, they are not equitable for him. Also, the culture shows are too lil than Kpop parody and cover. I hope next year, this festival will become better and included many things from real korea. Aja aja fighting!!

3.11.10

Cry

I had had a precious quote yesterday from one of my friend while i went with him. He shocked me until now, he realized me from my bad habit-- i should thanked him when i met. Uooh.. i really have a bad bad bad impression then.

Last night when i walked from my board house, i met someone. I don't know if it was him. Shocked again. And few hours then i got something amazing viewed when i printed my task.. and it made me hurt.

I am thinking about  changing blog's title because my whole life had changed from lastnight.

31.10.10

bonjour

Looks like there's wide distance in time between the old post and new here haha, maybe because i am too busy to write in blog now.

just to admit about my last schedule, i've successfully my mid-term-- oh man so hard to used mac, the keyboard had many different than windows.. i must learn fast. oh, about the mid-term.. i was certain in mathe but the score didn't show with A anymore. i was sad yesterday knowing about this. i don't know how about my accounting' score and business.. i hope they don't show with C words.. amin.

hmm.. still about the mid, i studied all the mid-subject with my board neighbor; there are Altius, Wirda, Retta, Tara, Wina.. and come with us Yuyu, Fikri, Jayu, Nadia, Rani, Komang, Jeni, and Okto, also Aldi and Leo. I brought so many people there haha that's my old habit to cover up all my relations -.- sorry
We studied until midnight come and laugh, eat, dizzy together met the question printed on our paper haha. the terrible night was before business test, it was sooooooo hard to remember and catch up the material in 10 chapter. so we were made the promise to study every week together for not regulate this event haha.

come to present, i am happy about i can ride the motorcycle yeeeey. happy happy
oh right, yesterday i came to japan festival in psikologi, together with fiksyu went to the obake-- erg, so creepy -.- . eem.. i ate takoyaki also, and have fub with taiko show ;D

can't wait to JGTC and GJ UI next month hehe

oh i have ended the lee seung gi's new drama; my girlfriend is a gumiho. and it was soooooo awesome. i really love him in that drama, i want watch the drama once again next week hehe

ps; pray for me, i registered my self to LO's kompek.. hope i can success allowed. hope hope

25.10.10

Demi apapun, selain nocturne lagu klasik lain yang bisa bikin gue merinding: ave maria.
ya Allah.. semoga tahun depan bisa beneran main flute, amin

9.10.10

Conclusion being a LO's economix

What a conclusion? many words probably come out but the first is tired, following with fun, no study, happy, sleepy, cool, and great. I'm being a liason's officer for university of airlangga and UI. Kak Farid, Kak Daniel, Kak Anggun, Kak Ragil, Kak Sentya, Kak Widya, Kak Sri, dan Kak Avina. And met new friends from overseas at Philippine named Louie, Bene, Jo, Pauline, Miah, Serano, Professor Al, Camile, and Ina. But i'm kinda sad had being a quiet person there because i felt my english was bad, very bad.

Do you want to know who's the winner? guess who? the pretty girls from de la salle won the USD 1000 and Jo with Serano got the USD 600, following Kak Budi and Kak Luthfi from UI got USD 400. I was sad hearing that Kuya Bene and Ate Miah lose, but it was a competiton. The saddest part was after the closing ceremony, my favorite kuya and ate quickly going to the airport and flied to their hometown, iloilo. the fake vidi too haha.

Oh oh, yeah about the fake vidi aka jo whom from de la salle. The Economix staff always describe him similar like vidi aldiano, artist from Indonesia. What do you think after seeing this? haha

Vidi Aldiano

the imitation :P

My first organizations in campus, my first being a LO, and my first to seeing phillipine people. I'll take the quote that practice make perfect. Zoory from Bulgaria during the general lecture in tuesday said that i need practice for my english. Bene and Louie said that they wil come back to Jakarta next year, i'll wait them. Or maybe i'll go to phillipine?

ps: study hard for the exaaaam -____-

30.9.10

8th ECONOMIX


FULL DAY SEMINAR OF 8th ECONOMIX

“Chinese Competitive Performance: Threat or Opportunity to ASEAN’s Economy?”

Opening Remark : Drs. H.M. Jusuf Kalla (Former Vice President Republic of Indonesia)
Keynote Speech : M.S. Hidayat (Minister of Industry Republic of Indonesia)
Closing Remark : Prof. Suahasil Nazara (Head of Economic Department FEUI)
 
Seminar First Session : “Unveiling Chinese Economic Unique Characteristic”
1. Thee Kian Wie (Senior Researcher of LIPI)
2. Prof. Dr. Subroto* (Emeritus Professor University of Indonesia, Chairman of Bimasena)
Moderator : Riatu Mariatul Qibthiyyah, SE. MA (Faculty of Economics University of Indonesia Lecturer)

Seminar Second Session: “The Collation of Rapid and Massive Development of Chinese Economy”
1. Anshari Bukhari (Director General of Transportation Equipment and Telematics Industries, Ministry of Industry Republic of Indonesia)
2. Prof. Dr. Lepi T. Tarmidi (Emeritus Professor University of Indonesia)
Moderator : Tirta Mursitama Phd. (Faculty of Political and Social Science University of Indonesia Lecturer)

Seminar Third Session: “ASEAN Economic Outlook within China-ASEAN Free Trade Agreement”.
1. Shubam Chauduri (Lead Economist of World Bank)
2. Mr. Subash Bose Pillai (Director of Market Integration ASEAN Secretary)
Moderator : Dr. Maddaremmeng (Faculty of Economics University of Indonesia Lecturer)

Ticket only 50.000 IDR for students, and 75.000 IDR for public.

www.economixfeui.com
 
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GILA!

AYO TERIAK, AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

hari terburuk menurut gue dalam hidup adalah kemaren! sumpah itu perasaan kacau balau depresi sampai mau bunuh diri. Tebak karena apa? karena: Akuntansi, bab 3, adjusted trial balance yang masih cetek.

Gue emang bego, tapi nggak sebego ini kok. Di sini aja orangnya pada pinter semua. Nggak ipa, nggak ips, semuanya hebat, pinter, keren, berwawasan luas, aktif, jago inggris. Dibandingkan gue, gue mah nothing banget.

Mengingat akuntansi gue yang tolol setololnya, padahal ambil jurusan akuntansi, dan mengingat uts tinggal dua minggu lagi sedangkan gue nggak ngerti kalau belajar sendiri dan nggak ada yang bisa ngajarin gue, depresi lah gue. Gue gila, gue gilaaaaaaaaaa!!!

Help me. H-18..

26.9.10

i will hear you

gue merasa kalau gue orang yang terlalu terbawa emosi dan suasana yang keadaannya cuma sementara. dengan kata lain gue masih labil dan nggak cocok dengan umur gue yang harusnya udah bisa dikatakan dewasa. kadang emosi dan suasana yang sementara itu bisa membuat pola pikir gue berubah, jadi kesannya gue orang yang terburu-buru dalam mengambil keputusan. tapi itu tampak luar sih, didalamnya lagi masih ada hal-hal lain yang menurut gue susah gue kendalikan; dengan kata apapun itu.

ada detik di mana gue sedih dengan kesendirian gue yang mencekam pas dikosan dan ada juga detik-detik di mana gue merasa bersyukur kepada Allah dan merasa kalau gue beruntung dengan kondisi ini dan itu. ada hal-hal kecil yang membuat kita galau dan kacau, tapi itu semua baru gue sadari di sini, merupakan warna hidup kemandirian gue di kota kecil bernama depok ini. bertemu dengan ratusan wajah baru, dengan kepribadian mereka yang berbeda dan belum pernah gue tahu membuat mata gue terbuka kalau ini baru sepersekian bagian dari dunia yang sebenarnya.

maaf ya kalau postingan di bawah ini banyak ngeluh dan banyak nyalahin banyak pihak atau bagaimana.. ada kalanya detik-detik berat menurut gue itu gue simpan dan hanya bisa gue tuang di blog gue yang useless ini.

di sini gue mau bilang, kalau gue masih dalam proses pendewasaan dan kemandirian. di sini gue mau bilang kalau gue merasa bersyukur banget bisa mengalami proses semacam ini, senang sedih di sini, walaupun gue tahu ini bukan seberapa dari sekian banyak orang di luar sana yang lebih keras berusaha daripada gue. di sini juga gue mau bilang betapa gue sadar gue nggak seberapa di dunia ini dalam hal apapun, dalam segala hal gue harus berusaha untuk down to earth dan terus mendengarkan dan berdiskusi dengan orang-orang hebat di sini. semoga gue bisa terus bertemu dan mendengarkan cerita dari mereka yang bisa membuat gue lebih mengetahui hal yang nggak gue tahu, amin.

OPK's photos




source : OPK's photo uploaded by PHD

24.9.10

Help me

Okay. Haven’t post anything yet rode me to a lil’ way getting crazy, I meant, I’m here in my board house—alone and heard my friend from another room giggling with their friends and I’m alone. Sadly I said I’m alone doing useless terrible thing way up to tomorrow exercise from accounting class, made a balance sheet. Shit.

Another sound was from my front room, senior in architecture played jazzy song which rode me again to a deep loneliness feel, I hate jazz song forever! It made you to became a dramatic person with its tones way love. I lonely and now I realized that I single. Shit.

I opened my laptop and texting this. Lately, I can’t find place to share my life. No one like my old friend in high school. My bestiest whom in same university either. I felt sad now, stress out with accounting principles and mathematical fundamental made it more greatly sad. How I become like this?!

The others shit things were that my new friends in college by I don’t know what way—separate one another. Perfect new life college clearly gone with nature. And one people I waited here didn’t show up until now. Poor me? Hell yeah, yes.

No friend, No best friend, No mate, No boyfriend, and the rest is alone. Alone.

And now, my Arc senior played bieber’ s song, bad choice.

18.9.10

Nadya Komanechi

for your info, my name isn't nadya komanechi for real. it is fake. and made original from my friend in high school, name Aldo Marchiano Kaligis. Many of my friends ask about why i called as nadya komanechi than my real name, and i replied that it was under pressure (of him) to high school's since 10th grade for all my friends there to call me komanechi than nadya. first time i called as komanechi, i was so angry because komanechi sounds weird and ugly name. but now i feel kind love that name and thankful to my paping or Aldo that had given those name to me. and there he is,


and the complete conversation is;

Aldo : (beside my seat in class) Nad!
Me : What?
Aldo : Nadya..
Me : What-an..?!
Aldo : Aldo..
Me : =___=
Aldo : me, Aldo Marchiano.. and you.. you are Nadya.. Nadya Komanechi!
Me : hah?!!
Aldo : Komanechi! hahahha i knew it! tebo, wooi! (he called a friend beside him) now you must call her as Komanechi! i don't anything else! hahaha. everyone, listen to me! now, she is komanechi! call her komanechi! hahahaha (he was very a dictator -__-)
Tebo : komanechi! komanechi!!
Me : Hah?! i wooooon't!! it's ugly!
Aldo : (feeling happy because i seemed unhappy) komanechi.. hehe
Tebo : komanechi..
Fairuz : (seat front of me) komanechiii... hahahahah
all friends in class : komaneechiii :)

***

weird, but that's my high school nick name. before i called komanechi, i got nick as "miikoo" from my best, Nina :) and then miikoo replace by komanechi until now. so so, tell me then who are you with your nickname?

ps : if you don't know who Nadia Comaneci is, then click here. I thanked to her :)

i won't marry anyone. i'm widowed.

:'(

Today is the worst.
Today is the worst,
i'm crying in my heart, i closed my ears from anything last time.
me and my sister cried..

ya Allah.. don't judge me if i became an evil person because i learned something from this situation, i took that moment as my lesson to be someone isn't like kind of person..

don't judge me.

14.9.10

Tips for high school student

as my experience being student in high school, i will tell about do and don't in your high school to make your university-way swift like the air.

first one, is do your study as well. in tenth grade, please choose your informal education depend your interest. being good student in class, being good hearing in class, being active in organization, being a leader makes perfect. effectively if you can join the OSIS or important organization which can make your skills sharpened.

second, please choose well your field, in social or science. it will affect bigger than you thought before. don't think if you in science class, you can get accountancy or international relationship as well whom in social field. that is big NO. well-meant that yup, you can be accountant if your in science field but you will lose and must struggle more in university then. i suggest you to choose properly who i am in the future based your own think, heart, and not from your parents choice or the worst, friend and boyfriend. think awhile, close your eyes, use your brain and heart, what will you do in the future? what do you want to be? and then, you can choose what field you must take for continue the study in high school.

third, if you do all above tips, you can get the scholarship based your field, PMDK, and if you lucky, maybe you will get chance to college in university of indonesia without any test. is that nice? yup, nice!

you shouldn't think about privat for national examination or take course for the test.
but, it's different for ITB-ers :) privat is a must. you must fighting! practice everyday! play less, study hard! and then, you can continue your play in long holiday after got the university :)

then, hope this help you :)

13.9.10

indeterminancy of me

I don't know, where i should be tell this, or who wants to hear my confession about this. I just thought that, in here, my blog, maybe there will be someone read and will give me his or her replied about my problem.

Started with unknown and foreign, started with innocent-me with him, i don't know but i'm sure i love him day by day without anyone know. anyone, include my best friend. what i feel about him, or what i do with him were secret, yup. they are- my secret, not an affair or something bad which you figured it out or blah blah but, emm.. i and he are not typical normal here. or me not normal.

my status is single, but in my heart, i'm not. i were taken long ago :)

but, by who? -- i'm asking to him this day about this. i don't think he feel the same way.

Ied ul-fitr Mubarak!

Guess what? I'm in the mood to write this into English because before i wrote this, i've blogwalking around and read some wonderful blog shared in English; they had nice way to read and nice stories to shared.

Focus now, i came back after from my sacred holiday in my own home. What is sacred anyway in here? i meant sacred is for long, precious, and cheap holiday. One word to describe the best holiday is family :) the others are friends and mall.

 mom's cake and ketupat :)

Ied ul-fitr is holy day for moeslem to celebrate their ended fasting month or ramadhan. In the morning, i woke up and prepared to catch up among my family to get the nearest mosque for salat ied. finished it, we-- me and my family took the breakfast together. the special breakfast in that day was consist of rice cake boiled in a rhombus-shaped packet of plaited young coconut leaves or the indonesian is ketupat. in this year, my mom made tauco sauce for ketupat and that was really yummy! i didn't lie, you must tasted it. with chips or kerupuk, the tasted will be more great than usual. after that, i grabbed my nastar cookies and ate it for an hour.

after our stomach fully filled then we got on feet front of our home welcomed the guest-- our neighborhood who came for saying sorry and apologizing one another. and this is the happy scene of ied ul-fitr, sorry words, minal aidin wal faidzin, and a little amount of rupiah for little kids which sprouts smile and happiness made that day became really holy day :) then while the guest and we around the house area, i kept about a lil money from neighboor haha.

 

in noon, we prepared the car to rode a while for my nearest daddy's family in rawamangun. a nice conversation between them, i met my aunt whom almamater from unpad and they gave me opinion about my college life, thanks for them :) and i shoot many pictures from my lil sister because that day she was really in pretty seeing.

day two, we enjoyed Jakarta and rode along the road-- i meant no traffic road. nah nah, this is one of another who i wanted from ied ul-fitr. in this holy day, Jakarta will be very quiet and like no one live there. We end up at one mall in Jakarta, to shopping our ied money. The most favourite shop i visited was Japanese shop and toserba shop who sold anything there. I really enjoyed to seeing goods and bought some other cheap goods-- the others very expensive but unique, worth laah


Kyla posed many angle here, after two weeks i and her didn't meet, she made big advancement like words, tones, dance, and songs. She looked more beautiful day by day i didn't see her.



Okay, useless post again haha i can't make one like the other people which theirs can spread knowledge or info who important for people. but i hope, someone can make this useless to be usefull.

at the end, bismillah, i hope after we took the long ramadhan month and struggle being hungry and thirsty and be patient people, we can get the point of why we must struggle like that, why we should keep patient like that, and why we fasting. again, i hope i can do more positive act this year, and met the ramadhan next year, amien :)

10.9.10

Pasca OPK

Baru sempat cerita sekarang, tentang satu minggu yang lalu; di mana gue, melewati hari pasca opk yang menurut gue berat banget.

Pasca OPK adalah kegiatan di mana gue, mahasiswa baru fakultas ekonomi UI selesai mengikuti kegiatan OPK yang notabene dua hari dan siap mengikuti kegiatan perkuliahan. Pasca OPK itu kegiatannya bareng perkuliahan dan lamanya lima hari.

Hari pertama pasca OPK dengan berat hati nggak ada di kamus gue, atau lebih tepatnya, gue nggak ikut hari pertama kuliah karena sakit radang tenggorokan akut. Kalau di ingat-ingat lagi, tenggorokan gue saat itu beneran ancur seancurnya pas gue ngaca. Merahnya seluruh tenggorokan, udah gitu di tambah bintik-bintik putih atau kayak sariawan gitu (sakitnya jangan di tanya, bukan main sakit sampai gue nggak bisa ngomong dan nelan ludah sendiri). Saking nggak kuat nahan sakit, gue nggak bisa makan dan minum, badan gue lemes, dan gue meriang karena suhu badan panas. Waktu itu hari sabtu, besoknya gue berjuang menahan sakit karena hari minggu dokter di sekitar rumah gue tutup semua. Sayangnya, tanpa dokter artinya nothing. Gue akhirnya dengan berat hati pergi ke dokter besok hari dan sedih ngelihat jam mengingat harusnya gue di kampus, bukan di depan kamar dokter untuk di periksa.

Hari kedua pasca OPK, gue sudah pulih, alhamdulillah. entah bagaimana jadinya gue tanpa seorang dokter. udah mati lemas kali ya? hemm.. jam sebelas siang kalau nggak salah, gue udah di tebet siap-siap pergi ke depok naik kereta ekonomi. Kuliah hari selasa di jadwal gue emang siang, untungnya siang. Setelah di depok, gue ke kosan buat ganti baju dan siap-siapin peralatan buat pasca opk; name tag, papan jalan, pulpen, dan jas kuning. Setelah sampai di kampus, ternyata dugaan gue bener. Tugas pasca opk nggak main-main. Essaynya bikin biografi 200 kata tulis tangan, cukup membuat tangan anda keriting. Karena gue datang jam 11 lewat, sedangkan kuliah gue masuk jam 2, gue harus berpacu dengan waktu. Walaupun begitu, sempet-sempetnya gue ke kancil buat makan masakan di sana. Setelah kenyang, gue datang naik ojek ke FE karena nungguin bikun sama aja kayak nungguin keong; lama bener! kelas pertama gue adalah kelas pengantar ekonomi. Nama dosennya Bapak Irsan A. Saleh. Suaranya kecil banget tapi orangnya gaul. Keseluruhan not bad lah buat jadi pelajaran pertama gue di kuliah, nggak bikin negative way di otak haha, apalagi gue di kelas ini jadi ketua kelas (alhamdulillah) bisa mempermudah jalan perkuliahan lah setidaknya. Setelah selesai kuliah, gue di giring sama kakak kelas buat ikutan moshing eh salah, dimarah-marahin. Hari ini mereka marah karena masalah jumlah yang dateng dikit banget. Kita di cap angkatan penyakitan (gue tuh). Selesai dimarah-marahin, pulang dengan aman sentosa tanpa di antar kakak kelas. Buka bareng sama Umam dan Jo, habis itu gue tepar di kosan, capek banget!

Hari ketiga pasca OPK, sama aja kayak hari ke empat. Peralatan perang yang sama, juga bikin tugas essay selagi kuliah. Capek capek capeeeek..

saat nonton pertandingan di perhall

Hari ke lima menurut gue adalah hari yang paling berkesan. Hari sabtu, tepatnya hari ketiga OPK. Dari balairung, setelah ikut tes EPT, kita semua, maba FE di giring buat liat pameran dari BO dan BSO fakultas ekonomi, setelah itu liat pertandingan dari klub olahraga FE. Ada acara perkenalan dari panitia FE selain tim komdis. pas bagian komdis, menurut gue itu bagian yang mengerikan -___- gue kira, mereka bakal senyum dan minta maaf atau apalah, nggak kayak yang mereka lakukan, dateng rame rame pake baju item, tutup pintu pertamina hall (kita semua ada di dalam) kaget setengah mati denger mereka teriak-teriak, kita semua kayak burung dalam satu sangkar sama ular. Serem abis cuy!

Habis itu, setelah acara yang menyeramkan dari komdis, yang muslim shalat ashar, dan yang lain nunggu di luar. habis selesai shalat, kita semua di giring ke kolam makara buat apalagi selain cuci muka (horeee!) sayangnya, makara abu-abu pas penutupan acara ambruk karena lagi di renovasi -__- ya ampun. Udah gitu, kakak komdisnya pake bilang "liat tuh makara lo, ambruk!" bikin miris.. oke, setelah cuci muka yang sakral, muka gue gatel (parah) tapi tetep, gue bangga dan terharu juga merinding akhirnya gue, resmi jadi mahasiswi FE coy! udah cuci muka di makara gitu lho! tinggal nunggu diceburin di makara tiga setengah tahun lagi (amin)

 acara cuci muka di depan makara (ambruk)

Setelah itu, kita di suruh buka jas kuning dan buka name tag. Lari-lari lagi ke pertamina hall, kita semua siap buat buka bersama!! horeeee :)

situasi saat buka bersama

Gabung bersama kelompok OPK masing-masing, dan gue lari ke Leotief 18. Di sana, ada mama dan papa menunggu, yang aslinya kakak-kakak mentor baik hati, Kak Arul (EAK 2007) dan Kak Sekar (EAK 2008). Makan kolak, minum air putih, kue lumpur, risol, lontong, dan nasi kotak yang isinya mewah bikin perut kenyang. Udah gitu, gue sama kelompok gue heboh liat pemandangan komdis (komisi kedisiplinan) yang ketawa-ketawa dan tersenyum lepas di depan maba, aneh aja gitu gue liatnya. Setelah buka bersama, akhirnya kelompok gue foto bareng jugaaa, setelah sekian lama menghabiskan waktu bersama tapi tanpa foto bersama. Sayangnya gue nggak sempet foto sama Tasya, si anak gembala. Setelah setengah jam buka bareng, si Tasya pamit pergi karena sibuk syuting kali ya hahahhhahaha.

Tapi, setelah acara selesai pun Leotief nggak ada yang mau pisah, sibuk foto sana dan sini, ngatain mama dan papa yang nggak mau di panggil mama dan papa terus sama anak-anaknya, juga temen-temen gue yang pada mau foto sama kak bisuk dan para komdis yang kece lainnya. Gue sih maunya foto sama kak yando sama kak ima, sayangnya mereka udah ngilang kayak angin, wuuss. sama aja kayak tasya -__-

 anak-anak Leotief (18)

aih aih, tangan papa mau ke mana tuh hahahaha

nyahaha ketauan >,<

L for Leontief :)


Akhirnya, selesai juga OPK dan Pasca OPK.. dan artinya, benar-benar akan di mulai dunia perkuliahan gue yang seberat dosa gue di dunia. Banyak banget pelajaran yang bisa gue ambil dari OPK ini, sumpah banyak banget. Menurut gue, ini adalah pelatihan yang paling bagus selama gue sekolah. Komdisnya pun pinter ngatur emosi buat tugas dan pribadi (walaupun ada beberapa yang lewat batas karena khilaf), acara yang teroganisir sampai anak-anak baru dianterin pulang ke kutek dan pocin serta barel. Nggak ada acara main fisik dan setengah jongkok yang sudah turun temurun itu, walaupun alasannya karena bulan puasa.

minta maaf ala komdis-- push up up up :)

 Kak Luthfian (EAK 2007) dapat angket terfavorit -- PO OPK 2010 yang tegas dan berani, asik dah

Kak Yando, ketua komisi kedisiplinan 2010 aka komdis. ternyata senyumnya.. cling cling

Terima kasih banyak semuanya. Tunggu tiga sampai empat tahun ke depan, di mana gue, yang kalian nggak tau keberadaannya seperti si bene, bisa menoreh prestasi di FE bahkan UI atau bahkan Dunia :)

Bismillah